I still haven't found what I'm looking for...

Last hour in California. Just chilling in SFO, strangely calm thanks to all the cold meds I took earlier today. Hopefully I knock out on the flight (for once!).

Can I just make a list of all the things I hate about flying?!

1. Claustrophobia
2. Dehydration (thanks to the teeny weeny cups of water they give)
3. Gross feeling of not being able to shower and being surrounded by strangers’ body heat/ odor
4. Inability to sleep
5. SEPARATION ANXIETY

It hasn’t hit me yet. Probably won’t hit me till a week after I’m home. There’s a kid here bawling his lungs out, slobbering hysterically all over himself, because his dad went to use the restroom. I know I should be annoyed/ try to comfort him but his mom doesn’t give a shit and watching him is strangely cathartic. He looks exactly how I feel right now.